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Hello,
I am having trouble with my netbsd installation,
i am doing a few things differently so I will mention them in case they are the problem.

I am test installing on a Zip drive. 
my workbench runs on an EGS-Spectrum screen mode
Have a ram upgrade card (all one contigious block) 8meg (4 on motherboard)

I have the ixemul.library and the loadbsd program, though i got them at different
times.

I whent through the installation fine until i had to use the loadbsd command
on my first attempt loadbsd exited and said I need a new version of loadbsd.
I downloaded another loadbsd command (wich happend to have a lower version number)
and ran it instead, it did not complain but after it printed the memory info the screen
goes blank and it just sits there.. I dont know whats happening..
I thought it might have been the spectrum card so i disabled it, but the same thing
happend again. 

What am i doing wrong? 
Where can i get the most recent copies of the loadbsd and ixemul.library? 

Bbogart